I'm pregnant!! (and of course can't do any of those three things)
I found out the very next day, on Tuesday, actually! I took a pregnancy test on Monday because that was the day my period was supposed to come, and I just had a feeling...but the test was inconclusive. I say inconclusive because if I looked really hard, I thought I could see a line, but I could have been imagining it. Even Jordan wasn't sure. We both figured we were just trying so hard to see it our brain was making it up. So I tried again Tuesday morning, and it was VERY positive!
I figure I should be due on December 30. (Jordan was very excited about this - big tax break next year, if I don't go late!)
I'm going to try to find a midwife, and I wish there was a birthing center nearby. There is one about an hour and a half away, but I feel that is a little too far, and I definitely do not want to give birth at home (but props to those of you who do!).
So Svanja will be a big sister. And she will make a fantastic one!
I would put some pictures in, but my computer is being very slow from a stupid task that is taking 113% of CPU usage (how does that even work?) and causing everything to freeze up and uploaded pictures to show up black and asdflk;ajef....*insert deep, calm breath* I don't get road rage; I get computer rage. Slow drivers who go 10 miles beneath the speed limit? Not a word. Slow computers that take longer than 5 seconds to do anything? Crazy impatient guttural sounds that sound like "grrrrrr" and "hurry up, you dumb thing."
As for the big news, pt. 2? Not yet. Patience, my young Padawan. We've got some things to work out first. But it is almost as exciting as this piece of news! I cannot wait to see Svanja and her little brother/sister interact, and experience a second pregnancy and labor/delivery, and breastfeed again, and have another little tiny human to love on!